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Thursday, June 24, 2010 10:31 PMHmmms...Just changed blogskin :D Any old how only lurhs hehes ;x At least this blogskin de codes are easier to figure out not like the previous one >< Headache arhs! hahas. Today nothing much barhs. Brasel last minute pangseh me lorhs. So ended up pei HweeYee go northpoint but her monitor. Too bad her baobei wasn't there to help her carry it cause it was super heavy! I thought flatscreen monitor we supposed to be lighter :\ After buying went mac for my lunch. Packet for bro and sis and home-d. HweeYee came my house cause she didn't wanna go home XD Fun larhs <3 She play maple veryy zi bi ! Plus she can even forget her id :P Lalalalas~~ Afterwards went badminton and basketball <3 Missed it lurhs! So long no play already XD Was like having so much funn then some bastards came lurhs =.= Totally spoil my mood. Want lend bball i be nice i lended. But hey! It's mine not yours. My bro wanna play so i wanted it back okays! Don't give sua, i take myself (: Can't get my number ask me go and die? Please lurhs! See who older can ~ YOU, obvious ! So old still act young. Plus they say that boys die earlier than girls. Awww, don't be jealous that i have a longer life than yours (: Afterwards home-d. Sent HweeYee to the bus stop then went home :D She said that my mummy was scary hahas! Daddy nicer right ?! Totally (Y) Compared to mummy that is :P Tomorrow, Sentosa to celebrate Freddie's brithday (: Wondering if baby's going or not ): Still, i'm going whether he is or not. Told HweeYee i'd be going alr since she doesn't wanna be the only girl there XD And and.... Baby's not back yet! I'm missing him like hell lurhs D: Faster faster come back. Stupid bus/plane FASTERRR LAAA ! Tuesday, June 22, 2010 8:52 PMHmmms...Haven't been posting for like 12345.... I don't know how many days >< Yeahs, i guess Freddie was right. This holiday really seems to pass by too slowly :\ Slow might be a good thing to those who are enjoying it. But to me nah uh ! This sucks! I can't wait for all this to end. Although it's like a few more days to hell hah ! I haven't finish my homework yet :\ Halfway through it, determined to finish it up these few days. Hopefully before baby comes back from Genting :3 Baby, SEE HORHS! Me not like you :P You chiong MAPLE. I chiong HOMEWORK :D Hopefully his enjoying himself at Genting barhs (: Ton with baby last night. Tried to find more people to ton together but phone kena confiscated Zzz. Hate that bitch ! AHh whatever =.= Want me to swear? Oh sureee.. I'm swearing and cursing you at the same time! Hmph. If Daddy can trust me why can't you ?! Bias only . Everything want me let my bro and sis HELLOOOSSS ~ I LET THEM A LOT OF TIMES ALREADY KAYS! Shouldn't it be time for them to let me for once?! Great now i don't have a hp but please use your bigbig brains (: I still have the house phone and thee com. The good thing about it is. When i'm out you can't fking chase me home :D Try searching the whole place for me lorhs! GAHHH ! Make me seriously mad! Fyi, I've never lied to you kays! You always accuse me for things I didn't do . Bro do something wrong. You cover for him Zzzz.. Sis do something wrong. You cover for her Zzzz... I don't mind cause she's still young i know. Then what about my bro ?! His already P5 mind you~ Sighs... Saturday, June 5, 2010 8:36 PMFriday 4 June 2o1o♥ Happy 2Months Dar ♥ Went out with wenbin at around 2pm. Started to rain when walking to northpoint to buy something before meeting him. In the end he sms-ed me saying he fell... Seriously, you have no idea how worried i was okays?! I kept spamming your phone but i can't get through that bloody phone. I didn't know where to look for you either. I just felt so lost.... At that moment i wished i was with you, to help you up to wash your wounds for you to take care of you... But i wasn't.... You know how hurt i was when i saw blood on your shorts? My mind just went totally blank... I didn't know what to do... F-ing hopeless i know! After you washed up, went bishan... Keep touching until dar's wound by accident ): I know a sorry can't do anything but i wish there was a cure for it... Reached bishan went toilet ask dar wash his wound. Went to find plasters . Where the f. is watsons or guardian when you need it? In the end went minitoons bought those cute lil plasters =.= NOT WORTH IT TRUST ME! After plastering his wound, went to the cinema... Wanted to forget about the movie but dar still insisted on watching. Watched marmaduke. Hilarious but storyline kinda boring :\ Still overall was alright (: Movie ended... Met Jane mummy and Kiane Daddy. Hope i didn't spell their names wrongly >< Went Food Junction and they grab a bite. After that walked around then went back to Yishun. Suddenly couldn't catch my breathe and went moodlesss... Moodless cause Mummy keep taking pictures like that. Snap snap snap... I just don't like people taking pictures like that sorry. Breathless cause i don't know why and don't ask me why cause I DON'T KNOW! Then went GrandMA house ate dinner. Noticed dar's earpiece and lenses were with me so i called him to pass it back to him. Met him and passed him back. Went to slack awhile then home-d around 9 plus 10. I don't know whether should i be happy today or angry or worried or upset... Silly boy, don't ever run in the rain again alr kays? I don't want a second time. I'm so god damn worried about you. You better change that plaster of yours! It's not goood, SERIOUSLY! Today Early morning went for GG the Civil Defence Course. Total bore!~ Waste my precious time... After that went Northpoint looking for some stuffs... Found it but didn't buy it. Planned to see some more shops before buying (: Was hungry and wanted to buy something to eat but couldn't decide what so i forgot about it. Met dar and went to slack around. Usual slack place was taken so went somewhere else to slack. Slacking that time got 3 bangalah, GIRLS!~ Came. They totally irritated me. HELLOS~ I don't understand TAMAIL neither do you understand CHINESE. But still, I roughly know what your talking about okays?! Jealous i got him arhs? F. Off please (: Look at yourself lurhs horhs. Disgusted! So fat still try to act skinny. Trying to squeeze into 1 small shirt?? Showing all your fats?! Ewww. Ewwwwww.... Double ewwww..! Shan't waste my energy being angry with some bitches (: After that went northpoint walk awhile more and home-d . Told daddie i would be home at 8pm sighs. Otherwise i would have stayed longer. Home just doesn't seem like one to me. It just feels like a hotel.... I'm sorry dar, i know i shouldn't have.... I really didn't mean to, i was just angry ): I didn't know it hurt so much... Hais my mood really wasn't good at that time. I'm sorry i shouldn't have did it and hurting you... Will you please forgive me ? ): FML~ I hurt people even without realising it. When i realised it, it's too late for me to regret. If only time could rewind i'll make sure it won't happen again... It's my fault and i admit it.... Wednesday, June 2, 2010 12:06 PMOpps. Didn't have the time to post about last few days.Sorry readers >< I doubt there won't be much anyway ;x Tuesday, 1 June 2o1o {Yesterday} Well, received a bad news from BC korkor in the morning claiming he was sick =.= Just nice was on the phone with dar :x Told him about it and he went like so moodless lurhs. Went for breakfast at mac with him . I kept wondering why he didn't dare to look at me lorhs. Who knows that thing he bought that made him so happy was his coloured lenses LOL! The colour too striking lurhs x.x Kinda scary you know...? But after awhile i got quite used to it le barhs . After that slacked around awhile then pei him home. Waited for him to bathe and change lalalas.. Super uber long lurhs dey :P No worries cause i took longer than him LOLS ;shy While waiting i heard noises from the kitchen. Then thought his grandma cooking something then forgot about it cause she was talking on the phone in the living room. I peered into the kitchen then chua tio =.= His brother walked out of the kitchen then saw me LOLS! Scare me sias >< After that bus-ed home since it was raining.. Took 800 cause missed the 804 bus >< Plus was raining didn't wanna cross the road. I get sick easily lurhs x.x I'm such a weakling, argh hate it ! Volleyballers boarded the bus at Yishun Sec de stop . Saw Veron and said Hi (: Wondered if Shannon saw me LOLS! She didn't seemed to notice though. Went home changed and out. Sorry dar made you wait so long :P No doubt the weather was hot... It was still cooling earlier on ! Make me sweat like hell even though i just bathed >< Called Brasel since trip was cancelled and remember she was going plaza sing with Christian. The timing was nice hahas. Met them at Mrt entrance and decided to tag along (: Somehow, felt very extra larhs LOL >< Watched Sherk 3D but seriously, no point! The glasses sucks but w/o it the image was blurrr~ After movies went Bugis and bought 2 shirts Oo HAHAHAS! Dar couldn't find what he wanted :P Awww, Too bad too sad ): After that got tired. Went illuma walked around . Then had dinner. Chicken rice LOLS ~ 2 plates $8 =.= Siao ehh! I can buy like 3 plates with that amount but whatever . Took 851 home after that... A lot of things stucked inside my mind... Kept thinking a lot of things lurhs ): I trusted you and you broke that trust of mine. Still, i gave you a chance hoping you won't do it again. I know you'll never love me as much as you love her before cause i ain't her but whatever. I'm just enjoying the times, those special moments i have with you. Today Well, half the day is gone.. I'm stuck at home LOL! Not really barhs hah. Going KKH later for appointment. Let's hope everything goes well barhs :\ After all i really wanna know what's wrong... Isit Asthma or isit not?! It's killing me you know? Making me suffer so much... Brasel jie: Hoi, Watch your language girl. You post are starting to get vulgar~ There are always ups and downs in life but don't let it ruin you! Look around there's so many people who cares about you. Including me.... I know what it feels like for someone whom you love so much to assume this and that when it's not true... It's like they totally don't trust you :\ Tell you what, my parents don't trust me now yet i don't give a damn to it. I've did nothing wrong, my conscious is clear so what's there to be guilty of? You did nothing wrong, didn't you? You can't blame yourself for things you didn't do. You just want them to be happy, you just want a family... Don't bother about what they say, cause it's not important. Most importantly is what you think about yourself . If you think that whatever they say is true, you'll become that person. Don't let those stuffs pollute your mind alright (: Btw, don't worry about me i'm fine. I can handle myself. At least for now >< But when things get worse, no doubt i'll need a sista like you. Like i am here for you now. I'm used to bottling things up, i just don't wanna upset people around me with things that upset me... I don't say things out cause i don't want them to worry. Worrying sucks you know . Although i'm not your real sista, but still don't make me worry about you alright? Cheers and smileee :D |