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Sunday, August 1, 2010 6:10 PM Sighs... I've been having really bad nightmares lately ): I can hardly sleep... Well, i guess yesterday was considered the worse night of all. I couldn't even sleep, not a single bit. I practically cried myself to sleep last night. Slept at 1++2am i guess. Didn't really look at the time. Sadly, it didn't lasted long ): I woke up at 4++am after a really bad nightmare. Sweating all over with the aircon on. Desperate for someone to talk to. Didn't dare to go to my parents after what happened before i slept. Ohh forget it. I don't feel like elaborating much. After that i couldn't sleep at all so i practically lie on my bed till the sun came up. I didn't even realised my room light was on until i woke up at 4++am. Didn't dare to off it but in the end i did. Sighs... I have no idea what is going on. But i will this will all be gone soon. I am so not liking it and there's school tomorrow. I really wonder how i am going to survive. Just carried on watching vampire dairies. I guess this was partially causing all those nightmares. I had to finish it, i just had to know the ending to stop everything. But there's 22episode which means 22hours :\ There's no way i could finish it in a day... So i guess i'll have to bear with it awhile. Somehow things are getting better i guess. I'm halfway through and i feel better. I know it sounds stupid but i am just that timid okays. I hate the dark! I seriously dread it... Sometimes i'm even scared to close my eyes just to go to sleep. I'm afraid... Very afraid... Sighs, waiting for my bro and sis teevee programme to end and off to uncle's house for dinner. Baby's having bbq at his house. I'm jealous ;x I want a bbq toooooo~ Hah. Guess i'll just have to wait (: Sometimes i get really paranoid... I don't like you treating me so coldly. It hurts at times but i guess i'm just smitten over you. iloveyoubaby |